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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Was it love or two ..?

Short story

 
Every day except holidays .. and exactly nine o'clock morning standing in front of this white wall, in the same body which does not exceed his years of 24, the same way without being considered for sad to see the same face occupied by the glasses to hide shortcomings in the review, to stop today as he stood yesterday and tomorrow as he will stand, usually a daily drink bitter reluctantly, entitled: Standing next to a sign stating that traffic is a place to park the bus number 25 ... No longer cares not for the noise of the bus nor the lost time that could be lost in waiting may be long or decreased depending on the degree of traffic congestion, he is riding the bus weather daily practiced and practiced rituals of sleeping, eating, and perhaps the habit of riding to make of his relationship with her relationship with passion and passion sitting during with himself to think of his days, in the undergraduate exams, in the hopes and aspirations for the future .. But the very day something happens differently in this place, since he stood and his thoughts and feelings are busy spinning talk of individualism long, words woven with himself as he looked forward to the girl standing next to him, tried to interrogate the gaze of their eyes and expressions of her face, was also strange that appeared to surprise and grabbed all areas of admiration, focused upon his view of the waterfall to start the questions fall into the depths: "Is not this is the first time that he sees this creature angelic in this place? Not be one of those people who are not in this place except when driven by stressful conditions to ride the bus decomposed walk like a turtle? Allen takes a long time to see it again in this place ?? Would not it be the last time that the pollution which Smoadtha clean smoke this bus? but not apparently from the books that carried in her hand it is the other like a student? not suggest her regular and simple presence and her glances with the inevitability of the bus may become the title of a unique gathering??. .. " Try questioning other questions, but the noise of the bus as it stands in the place usually awakened from a nap speeches esoteric, they ascended to the bus together without that neutralizes Bnzerath them, and along the way Left extrapolates features and speak to her Bajunh They have not exchanged any indication that they had caught a glimpse of ever existed .. Dream short saw himself as he approached them up to date with his name and asking for details of small and expressed her admiration venyong, and answer him silently say thousands of words, but he was soon awakened from his dream of pink on the impact rattle the bus, standing in front of the University of Science, followed the Taatrgel leaving him out of the bus driver to blame excessive speed on this day, as though the bus for a six day allowance dress leopard tortoise, his dreams of making it quickly generated to quickly finish the center of gossip passengers and sweat odors that characterize the compact bodies at this time of year ..

 
Passed the night long and arduous, the Ajafah drowsiness and fled with him Sultan sleep at night over what was afraid of which is to become the minute he saw just a memory burn it draped over his thoughts and feelings, so called God a lot to see in the next day, did not ask himself why wants to see it again? All that was known that the mere presence in the motorcade waiting Sisagi dreams and tell when transformed into a barren desert but do not grow thorns ..

 
Hamdallah a lot in the next day, a Imahha in the same place, has God answered his calls, and became a stand next to him and they waited for the bus for the painting re-formed each morning, was the impact, standing next to him as if he is born again .. as if breathing has become meaningless and no longer just movements bra .. if his body suddenly turned to a package of activity, instead, the body of the pyramid, which has become a burden which is at the height of his youth, all of these changes were not the only possible because a female body does nothing more than to share a place a public ad hoc to wait for the bus is not known to the people except of 25 ..

 
The passage of days is no longer just stand beside them in the position of waiting are unable to quench the thirst of passion, which applies in his heart, so inquire much about it and tell him one of his friends cold that her name was sacrificed and had recently moved to the neighborhood to assess when one of her relatives after joining the first year in the Division of Mathematics University of Science, three little information were not only increased the fervor wood fire caught the longing in the pillars, it was like to know more about them, for example, taste in music? What love life? How is her attitude? What books have you read? What are her dreams? what who adored in men? many questions he would like to find answer them, but instead it was discovered in his heart that they breed to become questions of another kind:

 
Do I love her? Why do I love?? And how to express her love?? Will it accept my loved her?? And ....

 
On the night of nights, and after about two weeks the first time for hilarious caricatures, finally decided to admit her love, and instead to live in a shell suppress his words, he decided to pay it to come into existence, Vomwag longing inside slam strongly, breaking dams and walls, it does not matter what you say or what decide .. it is important for him is to reveal her feelings .. it is important that the induced shift to how crazy to see in a dream when he wakes up .. and would like to return to the dream to see it again .. it is important to speak to her for the valleys of love taking place in his heart and clouds of Wanderer is raining in the heavens and his staff Vtsagi deserts Agafarh .. it is important to tell her he loves her love for her and turned it into just an entity does not know of the letters except those that are called ..

 
But how-induced He did not speak to the girl in terms yarn before? How do I reveal it is, who retired women in the prime of his youth under the threat seriously mode and under the excuse that the female witch go the mind and heart do not give a person freedom of choice? Do as much as it is finally to love after deaf adhaan hearing the pieces of love and after that slammed shut its doors before the horses love? pain is love that ghost that always scare him and his father, claiming that the woman's sister Satan? how to speak to something that he has talking about a girl except that a person is complex does not understand anything in matters of love and as a coward afraid even look to the female? approaching them how he does not know about girls but by chance he sees on television and read in books and in the self Taatlagafh ear of poems by Nizar Qabbani?

 
All these questions were the other is her reply is a taste of bitterness wording of the question: his eyes are not strong enough to confront, let alone Balbouh her?

 
But in the midst of the bitterness left by this answer blossomed shades another question carry a lot of hope to his heart: not to be "sacrificed" are also exchanged for the same feelings but femininity prevents them from exchanging looks with his eyes hesitant for fear of exposing the most beautiful feelings of the High Commissioner and the disclosure before it was completed open flower of love in their hearts?

 
So try to avoid direct confrontation in the first time and will try to tell her about his feelings without the need to talk with them face to face ..

 
Thought in many ways, but did not find a way classic saw long ago in a romantic film and the results were satisfactory to both parties: he gives them the message hidden in the expose him and accompanied it with a red rose on the grounds that a bright red headline runaway love has no limits ..

 
Take a pen and paper, and began to shovel out the ink of his heart, moments after he found himself traveled to the worlds of crazy not worthy of forests passion that intertwine within it, tore the paper and the other books again, did not like, Fmzgaha for the second time and puzzled how to write, was initially the most difficult aspect facing , sentiment when trying to express themselves neutrality can not find the right words for that, less pain Mstgname that dreams reflect feelings that are the same feelings of half false??

 
Closed his eyes bug found in the soles of his mind at the beginning of a beautiful start with the letter, but did not find only the word "to My suffering", Vlfezp suffering experienced by expressing a lot about his condition, after this initialization, to leave the pen all the freedom to complete the letter of all spontaneous and automatic .. left his soul pouring down on a blank paper, which tries to reflect the transformed Madada hidden in the heart ..

 

  
Moments after write .. I feel that much chatter Vajpr himself to end the message with the slogan:

 
"Ahqi you, Madam, is greater than that carried by a piece of paper, so I will stop here, hoping to receive my words, and waiting for your feedback even though I took all my time and Ozmente .."

 

 
Valentine

 
The next day woke up early on a tip after a night did not see where to sleep only in the fragments of a few hours, and his face wore the most beautiful he has clothes after he tried all he owns in the cupboard, scattering it a bit of perfume and his father, who was not accustomed to use it only on days Friday and holidays, tuck in a matter of my letter, pick a red rose from the large vase, which occupies the center of the house, then quickly go racing yearning to see them ..

 
What are the only minutes until he was the first to stand in the position of the bus, try to reduce the confusion and tension, but the more I feel that the time is approaching and time manipulating Bakarabha to reach out to the ninth only increased confusion, I began the masses of students who walk in the tenth shall take place as usual, felt in the gaze of their eyes because they know love and the story of a fine that had not yet begun, especially since the mission and Ordth red phenomena in his right hand, so he went to a standstill .ia and forth to ease up the effects look embarrassment felt by others, and every time aimed at consideration of exploring the impact and trying to capture on her face , to find that the princess did not attend the after, as if you want to forcibly increase the confusion and tension ..

 
The historic moments that are currently experiencing, the first time in his life here is in the way of love, the day will replace the skin and get rid of the weakness and inability, start a new Sersmha day away from the invitations being confined and deflation, which has long worked on listening to it, love is greater than that hide sieve, and love sweeping sense of dams does not work with him and I'm no man's land ..

 
Has come, yes it is, goggle the good it might be wrong, have always seen dressed in a simple and in plain without flooring make-up, but she is, is has never been attempted before: the switch from skin today and become different from what he used to watch it:

 
Awad was wearing a long dress pants narrow topography bottom half .. in the top half of her body she wore a shirt and pink chest and pointed hills complication waist .. and her face became whiter than today due to the impact of cosmetics kohl in her eyes .. increased Soadahma Vsara more in-depth .. As long as she covered her hair, which was today .. Menhmra Kfall behind her back ..

 
Sighed in the depths of the same sigh of regret and grief, before the moment he realized how difficult it is to be caused by a dress she wore simple, let alone now when she is wearing a dress pride and modernity? How to submit a letter today it radiate beauty has never been attempted before? How stands proximity Today it has become feminine and the sun shine brighter?

 
But decided to give her a letter, it's for him life or death, it does not matter that she took them or not, it is important to try as long as it will not lose anything from trying, and winning all his life where it received the Tajabih once accepted ..

 
Designed to touch them .. Restlessness of the place .. Sense bouquet, rose, and his message for the last time as if he makes sure that they are still in his right hand moved a little .. ..

 
Then steps intention confident walking the property ..

 
Is about to touch them .. she moved towards the side of the road .. where I stood Mercedes luxury car .. man came out of her neat it all manifestations of Albmakp .. .. greeting exchanged greetings lovers do not upright but Bqubltin the cheeks .. and without introductions .. opened the car door to take their place which caressed her hair .. he took the other place .. .. ran the engine and sped off towards the unknown worlds ..

 
Did not feel their lips and smile Tnfaragan are entwined with bitterness .. and is only seconds until the pain moved to the fingers of his hand .. that liberated the red rose to waddling down the sidewalk .. letter had remained outstanding on the outskirts of his fingers as if seeking salvation .. to fall, and other airborne away a little bit about the subject .. Vtstqr rose on the floor by the way ..

 
And what are the only moments to trampled by bus number 25 ... 

 

 

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